"To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world....” 
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

you are smiling
but you are struggling
that smile isn't fake neither it is dishonest
that smile means power
that smile means you will do it right
that smile means you know you will win
that smile means your desire to be happy is stronger than anything else

libertad

Estoy dormida y casi despierta, en ese momento del día que uno puede detenerse a pensar.  me doy cuenta de que estoy presa, y  que embargué mi libertad. Mi cárcel es producto de mi imaginación  yo misma la construí y nadie me puede sacar de acá, solo yo tengo la llave para abrir la puerta que conduce a ser libre.

 Los barrotes que me rodean están construidos de miedos, no los puedo tocar,  adentro me siento segura, pero sé que es meramente una ilusión. Si consigo vencer las rejas que me impiden ser libre seré mas feliz, tendré lo que tanto añoro, libertad. A veces observo la llave, e intento salir  de acá mas solo consigo quedarme afuera por unos instantes y tengo la necesidad de volver a entrar. Deseo tanto poder dejar atrás mi jaula para salir a volar.

"Promise Yourself

"Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.” 






― Christian D. Larson

Es dificil de describir, se siente como una guerra interna, no hay silencio ni tranquilidad, frustración por querer hacer tanto y no poder. Mi mente no me deja en paz. Me pregunto si alguna vez me liberare y no tendré miedo más.